And I’d be in the kitchen cutting 
								an 
								a
								p
								p
								le
								 into quarters
							
								 
								You’d come up behind and fold me 
								in your
								arms. I’d tuck into your enveloping body
								sealed with happiness
							
							
								 
							
								As I turn to the compost bin I 
								nudge 
								my dream aside
							
								 
							
								and listen to my reality
								farting and scratching on the sofa
								watching rugby on the box