No chart, or disguise, now
				
				
				
				can help me through.
				
				
				
				I carry these logs into a stateroom,
				
				
				
				in a state myself, start
				
				
				
				a concerto without a whit
				
				
				
				of talent, or training, or, for all that,
				
				
				
				preparation.  The mourners leave
				
				
				
				changed.  It is autumn.  It is cold
				
				
				
				in the evenings.  Even the dust on the
				
				
				
				stereo is ninety percent skin.  The dust
				
				
				
				on the typewriter is purer.
				
				
				
				Around midnight, around Mid-October,
				
				
				
				Stacey calls from Oxford, saying,
				
				
				
				"How are things in the dim region of
				
				
				
				Weir, dimwit?"  I hesitate.
				
				
				
				To answer a joke with a joke means
				
				
				
				you are serious.  "I'm hung up on you,"
				
				
				
				I say, and the calm undersea silence
				
				
				
				goes on and on, through me
				
				
				
				and out, forever.